Choose to Believe

最近看到一個很喜歡的MV，是范范的最重要的決定。這送給即將、或是剛結婚的人真是再好也不過。我打算在婚禮上就撥這段影片，其他的甚麼自我介紹也不用了，還要用一堆有的沒的真累@@

裡面有一段周杰倫發小提琴的SOLO，我很喜歡那一段的感覺，在下著大雨的森林裡...

姓名是爸爸媽媽給的，他們這樣養我長大，我都叫這個名字。突然要換，還有點捨不得，雖然我也不喜歡我的名字。

如果換名字會讓人煥然一新，那舊的那個人呢?他去哪了?我還是我自己嗎?這感覺好怪，還是我不需要考慮這麼多?

爸爸媽媽會不會難過?當我長大後否定他們給的名字?

工作有點忙，心情有時憂鬱有時煩躁，開始懷疑我有躁鬱症...

生氣的時候問自己問甚麼生氣?或許只是一點小事。

無法承受壓力嗎?

I chose this theme because it could be a cool nuptial photo.

Still thinking about choosing CH or JULIA. Both of them have different strength.

But one thing i got to do is to loose weight again. Especially, my appetite is getting bigger and bigger recently. That's really terrible. Maybe I should fast one day a week. Read more artibles about loosing weight and  be fashion like I used to. That really encourages people trying to be beautiful.

My high school classmate Ivy told me, women and men are equal now. It should be groom's mother hold his hand and walk down the red carpet to pass his hand to me. @@ Several people told me days will be as usual, nothing different, no need to feel sad.

I feel better. : D

Today, both of our rings are ready. ^^ Put on the photos later when I get back to HC.

Today Charlie came to my home to ask my parents' opinions about our marriage. Everything was fine, but at the end mama and I feel sad. It feels like I am leaving the family. @@ Oh man!! so terrible!!! >< I still want to be the Princess Hsieh. Marriage is really a controdiction for a girl.

Brother said mama was sleepless last night. Today Mama talked about Papa and I when I was little. She must feel time passed so fast. I am all grown-up. Mama must bring up and memories and images when I was little.

Maybe nothing will change after marriage. @@ Keep fingers crossed.

@@ 那我要再認真減肥了....呼呼，再減個五到七公斤吧....這樣連生小孩變胖的quota都保留了。

說到這個，我最近才又變胖...這次要如何減呢? @@

不喝飲料

人算天算不如媽媽算，想了好久要如何開口，沒想到嬤嬤自己問我說:要結婚了喔? @@

就這麼簡單...

不過媽媽問這個問題已經好幾次了....他終於等到了一個yes...

這是值得紀念的一天，這天是星期五早上，我們正在LA度假，從Brenda家出發到USC，後來茶茶跟我求婚。很簡單的幾句話，但是不知為何眼淚一直掉下來。這就是感動嗎?